It's time.
The weekend is over, and a much needed mental break is coming to a close. The past week is a blur- but I sort of prefer it that way. Unfortunately, I missed out on every vigil, some because I was working, others, I just couldn't bring myself to go. Some I didn't know were happening. I didn't go to the funerals either, although I thought about it. Since "that day", I've worked all but one day, that being the day after. I needed that day to decompress, but I was back to work the following day, and every day for the next week. But when this past Friday came around, I decided what I needed most was to be away from Wake County and everything that had to do with "that day". I was not successful. I found myself reading FB, the news and watching pieces of Off. Torres's funeral. I'm sorry if I let anyone down by not going- I know my team was depending on me to participate in the Honor Guard. I hope you understand, I just couldn't. I'm thankf...